7:13 pm
March 12, 2012
That's something I wish alot of people would do instead of doubting one's sincerity and regret.
A year ago I wrote a song. Recorded a song. The original 2nd verse of this song [which has since been erased from existence] contained stuff based on something I heard in a chat room. A so-called "anything goes" chat room. Took the thing, made my own spin on it. And that was that. But I felt bad because it wasn't my idea. So a few weeks ago I messaged the person who said it and asked her for permission to use her idea. Played her the song, and then we had a talk about it. She gave me permission under false pretenses. And I wanna say it's false pretenses because I found out over the weekend that she only agreed to it because for some stupid reason that if she said no I would head to her house and actually perform a forced sex act upon her. Which I would not do. I want to point out for the record that anything said in a horrorcore rap song [key word on this is horrorcore rap, not juggalo rap] is for entertainment purposes only. In no means or form do any horrorcore rap artist condone or approve of any of the acts we perform or talk about on our songs. For anybody who does perform those kinds of acts, you should be ashamed of yourselves, and karma will have a special present for you in the end. Now let's continue.
On saturday night as I'm getting ready to head to bed I get a text message on my phone from somebody calling me names and a "fake" because of the song since as I said, I was under the pretenses that I had the 100% okay to release the song with no strings attached. And I was wrong. All of a sudden I'm getting flooded with comments and hate mail telling me I should think before I speak, and that I'm some fake ass who should be murdered. Got a couple death threats out of it as well. And then was told that if I was a real juggalo that I wouldn't have made the song in the first place. With one crazy bitch actually smearing my mug on facebook demanding I be put in jail.
Well as I said. It was under false pretenses. The song made the person fear for her life. And think about suicide, and actually believed that if she didn't agree to it that I would actually commit harm.
Now I want to point out on PUBLIC RECORD that I in no way was attacking anybody or anyone in this song. The fact that they all believe that I did, and the immediate automatic judgement, execution, persecution, discrimination [I have mental and physical disabilities], and pretty much ejection followed.
I did what I normally do in a situation like this because back in April a previous so-called juggalo called the FBI on me for fighting back against his trolling, and that's contacted my mother who is my primary P.O.A [that's power of attorney for those who don't know] and she told me the best thing I can do if I really feel sorry about it is to apologize, and that if they really gave a shit about you. they'll come around and forgive you.
Everytime I've tried to apologize I've been accused of being petty, throwing a pity party, and not being sincere [your normal modern One Nation Under Trump Woke Nation standard that we've been used to for the last 3 years] which is 100% bullshit. Even Steve Wilkos and his polygraph guy will tell ya they don't need a lie detector to see I was being sincere in my apology. They even went as far as to claim I was playing the victim [I'm an ex convict. Therefore by the laws of this nation, the culprit is not allowed to ever play the victim]. And without really looking at it except for what they wanted to see, rejected it and told me to fuck off basically. Kicking me out of their kingdom, and causing me to have less respect for both modern day juggalos as well as millennial's. I apologized twice again each time expressing my deepest regret and sincerity, and once again they rejected it.
An old friend of mine told me to just wait for them to come to me and ask for me to apologize again, which I'm going to do. I also know in the last 24 hours another friend of mine got really vocal about the situation and decided to start shit with the person who was hurt by this as well as everybody else who went after me, despite me telling her not to fucking do it, she did it anyways, and might have made the situation worse.. Which sucks.
To the person who was hurt the most by this. This is now the 5th time, and it will be the final time I say this. I'm sorry that my song offended and hurt you bad. It was not my intentions to put you and everybody else through this hell. And if I could turn back time and do all this over again, I would not have wrote the verse. I blame both my alcoholism as well as my desire to push past the bar for this situation to happen. And it's fucking sad that Me as a horrorcore rapper, not a juggalo rapper. would have to say and do something like this. Because I'm not the only horrorcore rapper to actually do a rap song about this kind of topic.
For those wondering. The topic is Rape. A topic done in horrorcore quite often as I'll show examples:
These are just examples. And as I said, we don't condone or approve of the topic. It's all for shock value and entertainment purposes only.
Thanks for reading.
Whoop Whoop Killa-Mo187 :
Drunkalo, bozodklown7:36 pm
August 10, 2017
For being a family of 'we gives no fucks' some things sure hit some of us really hard.
I feel ya, man.
Kudos for your song efforts, the apology attempt, and the sincere empathy. Your the bigger person for doing that much. Most would simply 'give no fucks'.
Much props.
Whoop Whoop Drunkalo :
bozodklownYeah bitches, im that short gentleman mentioned in that youtube video.
And the very nice, level headed guy from that other youtube video.
4:56 am
Moderators
April 9, 2012
I decided a few years ago that I will never again apologize for anything I may have done that gets anyone triggered. It is never going to be good enough, and if anything, it will be used to show how guilty you are. Also many lawyers agree that any kind of written apology is a no-no. Just my 2 cents
Who the fuck is General Failure and why is he reading my harddisk?
8:55 am
March 12, 2012
Drunkalo said
For being a family of 'we gives no fucks' some things sure hit some of us really hard.I feel ya, man.
Kudos for your song efforts, the apology attempt, and the sincere empathy. Your the bigger person for doing that much. Most would simply 'give no fucks'.
Much props.
Thanks man. But like I said, they not only don't believe the sincerity, but called bullshit, with one of them actually starting a rallying cry to have me thrown in jail over it.... I'm already on the FBI watch list so...
9:52 am
August 10, 2017
Do you have the initial emails or texts or whatever giving permission?
I dont see it going very far. However, if their going that far then you better get prepared.
Im sure you have other songs you can use for reference as in 'this is the type of shit they knew was coming'?
Yeah bitches, im that short gentleman mentioned in that youtube video.
And the very nice, level headed guy from that other youtube video.
11:18 am
March 30, 2013
For the record, that Esham and Dice track was the only song to ever make me shocked. I never heard anyone on an actual released song say that kind of shit that Dice said. Wow, unsettling. Real or not. Like it was the first time I wondered if a musician was actually venting some actual horrendous crimes he committed and not just dark entertainment.
12:16 pm
March 12, 2012
Old Mr Dangerous said
For the record, that Esham and Dice track was the only song to ever make me shocked. I never heard anyone on an actual released song say that kind of shit that Dice said. Wow, unsettling. Real or not. Like it was the first time I wondered if a musician was actually venting some actual horrendous crimes he committed and not just dark entertainment.
Sycksyde and Bob E. Nite have countless times. It was normal 3SE protocall. It's why alot of agencies and advocate groups went after the group the day White Crosses came out.
5:40 pm
May 4, 2014
Along those lines Trent Reznor was investigated by the FBI for possibly being killed in a snuff film (that turned out to be NIN video footage some farmer found). A camera was attached to a helium balloon for a video shoot, the balloon got loose, landed in Michigan, & hilarity ensued:
YouTube Video Music That Actually Triggered FBI Investigations
Whoop Whoop krunk :
Psyral
6:39 pm
August 10, 2017
7:05 pm
May 4, 2014
7:50 pm
Moderators
April 1, 2012
11:47 pm
July 28, 2016
So like you heard a girl say she was raped and then wrote a song about you raping someone in the same way, using her traumatic story as a framework then sent it to her and don't underrated why that might be upsetting or scary?
If you really believed that all lives matter we wouldn't need to say black lives matter
8:35 am
May 4, 2014
Guessing Noah meant to type this instead:
Noah Fence said
So like you heard a girl say she was raped and then wrote a song about you raping someone in the same way, using her traumatic story as a framework then sent it to her and don'tunderratedunderstand why that might be upsetting or scary?
Whoop Whoop krunk :
Psyral
11:11 am
August 10, 2017
So wait a second. I guess i read it wrong somehow. You wrote a vivid rape song, about an actual rape victim, and played it for her?
Jesus, man. You should have changed the names and scenario slightly and kept that shit as far from the girl as possible. With an 'Any likeness is purely coincidental' disclaimer.
A korean couple accidentally had their baby aborted, have any 'I Aborted the Wrong Baby' songs to soothe their heartache?
My neighbors cat got hit on the road. How about some dead cat songs? That should cheer him up!
Ya bonehead! Next time be more vague and at least a little discreet.
I still stand by my statement that im sorry things turned out the way they did.
Yeah bitches, im that short gentleman mentioned in that youtube video.
And the very nice, level headed guy from that other youtube video.
11:27 am
May 4, 2014
The aborted baby was Vietnamese, ya bonehead. The botched procedure happened in Korea (probably cuz Vietnam's a shithole and the Vietnamese patient wanted better prenatal care from Korea). Let's use the previous post to write bars about a drunk mid-westerner who marries an Anime body pillow then accidentally starts a World War because all he does is read headlines and pass off assumptions as fact. The song ends when he leaves his new bride in the dryer too long at the wrong fabric setting and she tragically burns to death.
Whoop Whoop krunk :
Psyral
12:20 pm
March 12, 2012
Drunkalo said
So wait a second. I guess i read it wrong somehow. You wrote a vivid rape song, about an actual rape victim, and played it for her?Jesus, man. You should have changed the names and scenario slightly and kept that shit as far from the girl as possible. With an 'Any likeness is purely coincidental' disclaimer.
A korean couple accidentally had their baby aborted, have any 'I Aborted the Wrong Baby' songs to soothe their heartache?
My neighbors cat got hit on the road. How about some dead cat songs? That should cheer him up!
Ya bonehead! Next time be more vague and at least a little discreet.
I still stand by my statement that im sorry things turned out the way they did.
Actually no names were mentioned and I didn't know until after the song was released that she went through it. But yeah. I've since deleted, erased, and destroyed that verse. And I've apologized so many times that my face has gone blue. And just today I was told that even tho I'm doing the right thing and also advised a lawyer to go after anybody who tried to leak the original song [which was online for 24 hours] to take legal action so she wouldn't ever have to feel that pain again. I was told "your not listening or getting it yet".... Fucking American Hypocrisy.
12:33 pm
August 10, 2017
I read the article quickly, honestly.
Perm press is the way to go. Learned this lesson from the burnt waffle pattern on her face from the last dryer cycle. Low battery in the wash, low temp in the dryer... Air fluff takes too long.
Yeah bitches, im that short gentleman mentioned in that youtube video.
And the very nice, level headed guy from that other youtube video.
2:16 pm
March 30, 2013
2:35 pm
May 4, 2014
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Whoop Whoop krunk :
Psyral
7:11 pm
March 12, 2012
And it was just one verse. A verse that's now been removed from the song. I recorded the song in July of 2018. And I was just venting a bit because she kinda sorta insulted me in a "anything goes" chat. At the time I thought nothing of it but as I said, I later became friends with the person and felt guilty about it which is why This situation is now this situation.
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