For fucks's sakes. …I ended up doing blow again tonight. I had almost a year under my belt of staying away from it. It's fucking everywhere up here.

That cocaine is one hell of a drug. If it’s readily available around me I have a hard time saying no too. The people giving it away are usually the ones selling it, it was in my case anyways. They all know after that first line of the night, you’ll be back.

It's readily available all the time but I never go out and look for it. For some reason I must have a look that says not a cop  . Every bar, no matter what the city or time is, I get approached to hang out in the bathroom and do some rippers. When I'm drunk it's like yea, I want to do that right now, when I really don't. I used to do it daily years ago so it's stupid I can't so no when I don't even think about it or crave it anymore. 

This is the funniest time it's happened because buddy approached me minutes after I got in the place and it was packed. He was drunk and instantly knew I'd be up for doing it when I've never seen the guy in my life. We get in the bathroom stall and he starts breaking out a line from a little baggy. He drops the shit and just stares at the wall for a minute so I said, let me get that for you. I picked the bag up and broke out two lines for each of us and when I turned around the guy is staring at me like a fucking zombie and he doesn't say a word. I asked him if he was ok and his eyes lit up like a little kid and he says 'Oh shit, you have blow?' 

Uh, yea guy…..I uh…yea…I do….

He thanked me for giving him a line and I walked out with the bag.

He was hammered and had no idea it was his shit hahah. It's always people I never met before, and probably won't meet again when I've done it the last times. I know what you mean, if I did they'd ask me for some in a second. I find in the bars a lot of people don't like using it alone. They don't enjoy talking to drunks unless they're on the same level as them. 

Well, no such luck with finding the sterling silver Hatchetman on sale, but we did have a nice party last night. Had some homies over, had some delicious Mexican lasagna, rice and beans, then headed upstairs to fire up the hookah and have some drinks. And we all decided that we need to do it more often!

-Jules

Slumerican502 said:

patjoyce said:

They don't bother me at all when I do it with them, but when they're blasted and I'm not, I just want them to shut up. Drunks are like that too.

 

Conversations on coke are the best sometimes…You feel like you know the meaning of life when you are on that shit. Drunks by comparison tend to repeat the same things over and over. I agree though I don't wanna be around either when i'm sober.

Ain't that the fucking truth.  My brother-in-law and I conversed for hours on some deep levels tying in bible verses to topics like legalization.  People were just like, WTF?  LOL!

patjoyce said:

You got that right. Very true. In turn, I never want to talk to anyone doing it unless I am as well. They don't bother me at all when I do it with them, but when they're blasted and I'm not, I just want them to shut up. Drunks are like that too. Potheads never bother me, they're mellowed out people, most are like me when smoked out and don't speak unless spoken to. Can't go wrong with that.

I quit drinking awhile back and I cant stand being around drunks anymore.I see people and how they act and im like damn, I was like that  fuckin idiot?I cant do coke anymore either.That shit is bad news.I just want to ski in that shit all the time.Just bad bad stuff.I stick to the weed.I like potheads better too cuz they are chill and dont talk much like you said.I dont like to party with people cuz they are annoying to me now.I guess im just getting old.

That’s not hard to believe at all scruffy, I’ve known people who don’t smoke weed for that exact same reason, same with cocaine and everything else. I agree on the ecstasy, I’ve tried rolling a few times and it never makes me feel good. I just grind my teeth and sweat profusely and wait for the whole experience to be over. I’ve tried it more than once from people telling me it was bad shit, here, try this triple stack with a superman logo on it. I see people having a blast on ecstasy, I can just never get there.

Everyone's body is different and will react differently to a chemical than someone else. I have a few friends that did good shit and hated it. For me, I've spent whole nights in bed staring at the ceiling wondering if my heart was going to blow up after the high was wearing off from only a gram. Then I've had nights where I'd snort a few g's and pass out in the middle of the high cause I felt cozy. Sometimes it's whats in the cut. Most likely speed when I couldn't sleep and probably codeine pills or something for the times I passed out. 

The shit I did on the weekend burned my nose instantly but it was a nice high. Still, I have the rest of the bag sitting here and I haven't even thought about snorting any of it, i'm already sipping on some sauce  I'll be able to get at least an O of green on trade for it. Without the green who knows what I'd be into. 

Yup, it's playing with fire, for sure. There was a scare a few years ago but I haven't heard much since. Mexicans were cutting Columbian dope with a veterinary drug for some reason. Here's what happens from it.

http:// abcnews.go.com/Health/Wellness/flesh-eating-cocaine-laced-veterinary-drug-levamisole/story?id=13902353