krunkazphuk said
If u insist. I don't remember the last time I cried, but here's the difference between us, cunt. When my mom got hit by a tow truck when I was in my teens I wasn't running thru the woods making it all about me. I was bargaining with doctors to get her airlifted to a better hospital to get her leg amputated. That bitch is likely still alive cuz when a lazy doctor more interested in being in charge than right said amputation wasn't an option I calmly explained the name of the lawyer we had already retained who would make sure he never worked again if she wasn't moved to a place that was competent. That worked & her leg got amputated cuz I

And when my junkie scumfux friends kill themselves with drugs I'm sane enough to know I love them but respect their life choices. Oh, & Johnny Cash called & said y'all are some punk ass bitches.

YouTube Video Johnny Cash - God's Gonna Cut You Down  

You're seriously going that route? Because I was blackout drunk and in shock, it was all about me?

Goddamit I can't wait til i get my hands on you. And your husband. 

I hope I'm not the only one here that sees the evil of this bitch here. Am I insane?

What I’m confused as why u would say that to me.

Slumerican502 said
It's actually pretty fucking surprising any replies were made at all. Men are supposed to stuff everything deep into our brain and pretend like we don't have emotions. That's a shame too. Cuz yeah, everyone bleeds, everyone cries, and in the end we all fucking die alone.  

personally, ive never really bought into that crap. I don't cry all that often, not because i force myself not too or hide it or anything, i just generally don't cry that often. Like, when my grandma died, maybe its because I had a long time to come to terms with the fact that she was going to die soon, she lived to be 100 before she died so we all knew it was coming soon. but I didn't cry when it happened.

Old Mr Dangerous said
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Why would it be wrong anyway? I don't understand everyone's logic here.   

I literally said there was nothing wrong with it.

u have no idea what I seen ppl do cuz of murder and death.

smack just said on some other page he’s happy my homies are dead lol

fuckem bro it’s ok. 

The horrors I’ve seen and heard.

Funny how the butthurts smoking, drinking, mething, & eating themselves 2 death on here (some on the taxpayer's dime) say I'm awful, while my geto neighbors think I'm the bomb. I live in the trenches and am getting tighter every day; I dare u fux 2 say that & mean it.

YouTube Video Stop Whining

krunkazphuk said
Funny how the butthurts smoking, drinking, mething, & eating themselves 2 death on here (some on the taxpayer's dime) say I'm awful, while my geto neighbors think I'm the bomb. I live in the trenches and am getting tighter every day; I dare u fux 2 say that & mean it.

YouTube Video Stop Whining  

I work for a living. Always have. I dont do meth. I drink rarely now. 

Your neighbors think you're "the bomb", eh? Do they find you "phat" or "radical"? "Gnarly", perhaps?

"I live next to minorities in poverty, thus I'm DOWN" - Krunk. 

The only trenches are your Nazi moldy Mensa vagina. Fuck your mother. Fuck your husband. Fuck your neighbors. Fuck anyone that has ever professed to care about you.

bayAreaShaman said
I’m still confused but I still got u man.  

We are both confused. I never meant to argue with you about anything. It got lost in internet translation. Nothing but love here to everyone except Krunk and Psyral.

bayAreaShaman said
I see I see....

bro when ever she does that it’s just self projection.

I see it all the time.

She tried to make u sound weak cuz she feels week.

she went thru hella shit an obviously she didn’t process it all well in her age. Also I can also see that maybe her life was set up that way.  

I get the whole self-loathing, woe-is-me, "white privilege isnt real" mentality. I also have zero sympathy for her or anyone else of that mindset. I've hospitalized a grown man 4 years my senior for less than she has gotten away with typing. I admire your humility and compassion for The Wrong Ones, but that is a trait which I do not currently possess. 

Ah well, enough of all of this. Had to take off today to take care of the kid. Seems like the whole school is sick. Not a bad one, though, thankfully. I'll go in later to retrieve a few hours at least.

Old Mr Dangerous said

Noah Fence said

She's awful but so is threatening violence. 

Pain is difficult to manage. While I wouldn't say you handled it the best way, it certainly was understandable to anybody with a heart. 

We all know hers is stone cold and rotted out. Pay her no mind.   

 

I did not hurt anyone or put anyone else at risk. I didnt go drunk driving like some fool or pick a fight with a weaker person. I simply couldn't handle the nonsense at the time and decided to run around until I burned off the stress and bad energy. 

This was in 2007, by the way. 

So is there an official Life Guide Book on how to manage a shocking murder death of your closest family member, Noah? Please direct me there. I dont see anything unhealthy about how I reacted except for that my other brother claimed I was trying to jump into a freezing pond at night. I never did believe him about that part. I've fallen through the ice there twice before, its miserable. 

 

I overall have no fucking idea how you're all reading my replies here and I suppose that I may not be as clear and articulate as I had hoped. All I did was relate a personal story and then become attacked for it. None of you have walked in my shoes. Things happen. What is the big deal here?

And yes, I did threaten violence. I admit that. I won't ever back down from that because that is something that I feel about these two passionately. Dont be hypocrites, to those that claim pacifism on an internet board and then do shit like beat your baby's mother every Saturday or torture stray kittens.

This "Moral High Ground Contest" shit here is so counterproductive. I am a good person and I am proud of who I am and how I have handled trauma. Who the hell are you all to warp my own life to your own nonsensical preachings?

 

And Krunk, you old, worthless menopausal mutant:

My brother died instantly when he was hit. I was miles away from him. 

And I'm a punk because I didn't "rush him to a hospital"?

You Mensa hemorrhoid. I wish the worst upon you.

 

Fuck Faygoluvers, for real. This shit is too much.  

I think you misunderstood me and I'm sorry for not being clearer. I said it was understandable and that we all manage pain differently. I think you and I can both agree that getting black out drunk and lashing out isn't ideal. But ideal is an extreme end of the spectrum and anybody with a heart would understand the pain you were in. I can't even imagine what I would do in that situation and with my mental health problems I doubt it would be any better. I'm in no way attacking you for what happened. 

They're not savages. Just despair addicts in panic mode cuz I just shorted their stock. Maybe if they stop investing in butthurt it will stop defining them. Or they can just keep setting bullshit fires then complaining when somebody pees on their head. Their call.

Again, to recap,

https://youtu.be/d1MWxSUO4ts?t=8s

YouTube Video 10 Hours of crying baby 

Of course it's possible all this horseshit's cuz it's an election year & the butthurt are getting it right in the ass.