Well first let me say that I don't want to or mean to offend you. I say this becuz most people get offended by the things that I say wen I listen to them and I offer sum advice. I must also say that I don't know it all and I nevr have claimed to know it all. I only offer advice and do my best to give the best advice possible from my own personal experiences on this planet we call earth. Now I don't know wut is wrong with your grandma, but all I can say is that you shouldn't allow wutever is wrong with her get you depressed or burned out. You should be trying to enjoy all the time you can with her and do your best to have and make the happesiest memories you can with your grandma and NE of your other family members you are close to. I say this becuz there is no time frame for NE of us. We culd all die at any given moment and thats that. So You shuld do your best to enjoy the time you have with your grandma. Tell her all the good stuff that has happened for you  for the day. Tell her jokes that you know she finds funny. Make her laugh. Laugh together and just have as much fun as you can with her. Just being depressed and burned out isn't gonna make her better or help you out. Its only gonna make things worse. That is all I can offer. I hope it helps. Whoop!Whoop!MMCL!

Well I feel your pain becuz I to lost my Grandmother back in 89' to Cancer. It wuz a hard thing to deal with. I wuz only like 8 or 9 so I wuz way to young to really understand wut wuz happening but I do know that I took it hard. I wuz mad cuz My Grandma wuz gone and I didn't want her to be gone. Like I said in the last post though you need to try and find a way to enjoy wut time you have with your Grandma and just focus on the positive stuff and try to create happy memories and tell her the good news that is happening for you. The more positive stuff around your grandma the better she will get. I hope things get better for you and your Family.

Just remember we are all born into this life and we must all return to where we came from. This is necessary. Energy can NOT be destroyed: this is a scientific fact. It can only be transformed. And so we all must transform……

The alleviation of suffering (our main purpose) can only occur when we let go of expectations, wants, and desires, and just go with it. This is not to say that sickness, death, old age, poverty, greed, etc., don't HURT, you know? It's part of the human experience, and without pain, there can't be joy. It's just our mission in life to cope and to learn…”until we're all sitting together again.”

I'm prayin 4 u and ur family. Much, much love! xoxo