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October 4, 2019
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King Lucem Ferre said

I think a big reason I (and probably you) vibe with it so strong is because we’ve both experienced trauma and the lasting effects it has on people from the extreme anxiety to the existential dread or feeling of impending doom. Feeling like something isn’t right or something terrible is going to happen. Feeling like your struggles are a burden on everybody else and feeling completely isolated even in a crowd of people. Ari Aster is really really good at capturing that unsettling feeling even when nothing unsettling is happening. I specifically feel like these issues prevent me from fully enjoying a trip because I typically end up just staring at a wall fighting with my own thoughts.  

Agreed. When those unspeakable things happen, you’ve caught in a bind: do I discuss it or not? Every situation sucks. If you don’t want to talk about it, then you are a million different kinds of asshole. Paradoxically, if you talk about it or even bring it up, then you are seeking attention and want everyone to feel sorry for you. 

Nowadays fuck em all. If I feel that a certain bit of experience helps to make sense of another situation, like bringing up my brother’s deaths, then people can roll their eyes all they want. It is an important part of who I am, although it doesnt DEFINE me. But to pretend that it has not affected me in super integral ways is to be a liar. 

My friend who recommended “Hereditary” to me says that it is the scariest film he has ever seen. I disagree a lot despite some nice little unsettling spooks in there. But I love the film and anything that deals with grief and despair. I happen to think “Midsommar” is scarier whereas he liked it a lot but has issues with it. As some bonus mindfood, my friend is actually one of my late brother’s best friends. Probably his best, despite them going separate paths in life. And my other brother used to bully my friend. Complexity at it’s finest. I didnt know he did this, by the way.

 

So what am I doing today? I just cleaned the entire house as is my Friday routine when I get the day off. I’ve had chili cooking since 9 am and this time I am going to try it with fuckinf Kobe beef. Never had it before. Apparently it is the much cheaper USA version of the infamous Japanese cow meat. Smells bomb as fuck … two weeks ago I made chili and put just two drops of my Hot Ones Last Dab sauce in there… my wife was PISSED! Said it burned her esophagus. It wasnt even that bad to me. But she still liked it and ate more. This time i will take it easy on her esophagus… get it hahahah

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October 4, 2019
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Having read those last two posts i can totally relate. 

Whenever we meet new people The Mrs introduces me as her awkward fiancee. We do family functions and im good just being there. Absolutely sure to mind my best p’s and q’s so not to draw attention to myself. Ask the few people from here that ive met sober. Im odd af, i agree. I over analyze everything during and after every people meeting encounter. I tend to make it weird and wonder why people dont want to hang around me. 

Man, i love the internet or I would have no interaction with people whatsoever.

Add alcohol and im a little more fun if im not asleep.

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October 4, 2019
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Drunkalo said
Having read those last two posts i can totally relate. 

Whenever we meet new people The Mrs introduces me as her awkward fiancee. We do family functions and im good just being there. Absolutely sure to mind my best p’s and q’s so not to draw attention to myself. Ask the few people from here that ive met sober. Im odd af, i agree. I over analyze everything during and after every people meeting encounter. I tend to make it weird and wonder why people dont want to hang around me. 

Man, i love the internet or I would have no interaction with people whatsoever.

Add alcohol and im a little more fun if im not asleep.  

Do you have in laws and extended family that are super different from your side? That’s my deal. Nice people, but super different than my family.

I can do the social thing all day, it’s also my job at work… but I am sort of an outgoing introvert. So I am good and genuine at socializing, but it wears me out. I have to be alone to recharge my batteries. 

I’d enjoy hanging with ya. I drink tons of beer at events so we will have a grand time. 

October 4, 2019
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Old Mr Dangerous said

Do you have in laws and extended family that are super different from your side? That’s my deal. Nice people, but super different than my family.
I can do the social thing all day, it’s also my job at work… but I am sort of an outgoing introvert. So I am good and genuine at socializing, but it wears me out. I have to be alone to recharge my batteries. 
I’d enjoy hanging with ya. I drink tons of beer at events so we will have a grand time.   

I think the majority of my thing is im way different than anyone ive met. I draw on the pc, play with my machine, and work. 99% of the time im doing one and thinking about the other. Or i play with my phone and google the hell out of somethings. Even talks of Psychopathic tend to be cut short, im not as educated as most of you. Her family is into hunting, my family is into church and family functions. I just run out of things to talk about really quick. Hows work, good. Hows life, eh. Hows the kids, furry. Same questions in return. Then off in my head again. Thats about my extent to peopling. 

At work i can go days without talking to people, i put my headphones on from the time i walk in the door till the time i leave. I feel you on too much peopling tho. Some days i have to overly talk to co-workers and come home and she wants to tell me about her day is way overwhelming. I need that 10 mins to woosa sometimes. Hell i need the woosa time if her story is more than 15 minutes long.

Hell yah dude, im down to drink whenever with whomever. Its on.

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October 4, 2019
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I found out today that my childhood best friend died.. we were best friends since the 5th grade.. he gave me FF2, which is one of the main reasons I’m a juggalo today.. He convinced me to abandon my rocker style for a hip hop style which quickly led to me rapping & the fact that my life revolves around rap now.. Its been years since I was effected by such a personal death.. it’s crazy how overnight so many songs & memories have their sentimental values skyrocket.. He died from cardiac arrest, It’s been 13 yrs since I seen him which is what hurts the most.. life is fragile..

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October 4, 2019
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Sorry for your loss, pal.

He was your age, thats pretty rare. What happened? How long ago did he pass?

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October 4, 2019
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Drunkalo said
Sorry for your loss, pal.

He was your age, thats pretty rare. What happened? How long ago did he pass?  

im pretty sure he was a year older but we were in the same grade..

i dont know.. he passed very recently.. i heard about it yesterday but got the confirmation today..

October 4, 2019
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Im not too good with dealing with serious shit. Its tough to go thru alone tho. Anything i can do to help, just ask brother. What kinda music mood you in? We can bs mainstream ‘oh whoa is me’ music vs underground ‘oh whoa is me’ music? Not to poke fun just saying you have a people man. MCL

I wont send nudies tho.

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October 4, 2019
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My condolences, homie. 

October 4, 2019
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Drunkalo said
Im not too good with dealing with serious shit. Its tough to go thru alone tho. Anything i can do to help, just ask brother. What kinda music mood you in? We can bs mainstream ‘oh whoa is me’ music vs underground ‘oh whoa is me’ music? Not to poke fun just saying you have a people man. MCL

I wont send nudies tho.  

im just in a classic psy mood.. im good tho..

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Old Mr Dangerous said
My condolences, homie.   

thanks ninj..

October 5, 2019
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my inlaws are Lebanese immigrants from Lebanon then New Jersey for years then they came here to Montreal and their daughter fell for me.

after all they went through their daughter fell for me..

needless to say they fucking hate me but they love their grandchildren 

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October 5, 2019
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The Warlock said
I found out today that my childhood best friend died.. we were best friends since the 5th grade.. he gave me FF2, which is one of the main reasons I’m a juggalo today.. He convinced me to abandon my rocker style for a hip hop style which quickly led to me rapping & the fact that my life revolves around rap now.. Its been years since I was effected by such a personal death.. it’s crazy how overnight so many songs & memories have their sentimental values skyrocket.. He died from cardiac arrest, It’s been 13 yrs since I seen him which is what hurts the most.. life is fragile..  

I’m really sorry to hear that, man.

October 5, 2019
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I just found out that Kanye is holding a Sunday Service (yeah, I know it’s Saturday) today and it’s free. I am super excited for that.

October 5, 2019
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October 5, 2019
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King Lucem Ferre said
I just found out that Kanye is holding a Sunday Service (yeah, I know it’s Saturday) today and it’s free. I am super excited for that.  

What will some of his fans, the ones who think they are satanists, think about his new direction?

Kanye West reportedly says he’ll only do gospel music from now on … 
https://www.cbsnews.com/news/kanye-west-jesus-is-king-album-united-palace-kim-kardashian-secular-gospel-music/

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October 5, 2019
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my inlaws are Lebanese immigrants from Lebanon then New Jersey for years then they came here to Montreal and their daughter fell for me.
after all they went through their daughter fell for me..
needless to say they fucking hate me but they love their grandchildren   

Dude, youve been here for how long and just now mention a wife and kids?

So, you know Lebanese, English, and French?

Your government let you reproduce? 

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October 5, 2019
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I keep my private life very private I would never post a pic of my kids on the internet and I do not speak Lebanese neither does wife and she is Lebanese she was born in Jersey came to Montreal when she was 12 we are seperated her and her family are in Calgary now and she has 100% custody of the kids cause they are better off with her and her family than with me and mine .

and I am sure it’s not the first time I mentioned them I just stopped after Pat Joyce said he was going to kill them he was joking but still 

lots of posters on here have kids and rarely mention them it’s better that way

the question is why don’t you have kids?? you shooting blanks?? 

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Thats unfortunate man, my apologies. 

I dont do well with kids. I mean, i love kids. We have neices and nephews come over and we all have fun. Family get togethers i play with the kids more than the adults. But to have my own 100% of the time is a no go. I like my me time, we like our us time, we like to just pack a bag and run. A full time kid would be an inconvenience.

With an ex ive gone thru the steps of fertility clinics and obgyn doctors and all that stuff and everything ‘worked’. I never a day in my life used any kind of protection and its never just happened. Guess its just not for me even accidentally.

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Lazy Sunday, finishing up a part.

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Its going in the mail tomorrow.

For real.

This time i swear it.

No really, i promise.

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