Drunkalo said
Having read those last two posts i can totally relate. 

Whenever we meet new people The Mrs introduces me as her awkward fiancee. We do family functions and im good just being there. Absolutely sure to mind my best p's and q's so not to draw attention to myself. Ask the few people from here that ive met sober. Im odd af, i agree. I over analyze everything during and after every people meeting encounter. I tend to make it weird and wonder why people dont want to hang around me. 

Man, i love the internet or I would have no interaction with people whatsoever.

Add alcohol and im a little more fun if im not asleep.  

Do you have in laws and extended family that are super different from your side? That's my deal. Nice people, but super different than my family.

I can do the social thing all day, it's also my job at work... but I am sort of an outgoing introvert. So I am good and genuine at socializing, but it wears me out. I have to be alone to recharge my batteries. 

I'd enjoy hanging with ya. I drink tons of beer at events so we will have a grand time. 

I found out today that my childhood best friend died.. we were best friends since the 5th grade.. he gave me FF2, which is one of the main reasons I'm a juggalo today.. He convinced me to abandon my rocker style for a hip hop style which quickly led to me rapping & the fact that my life revolves around rap now.. Its been years since I was effected by such a personal death.. it's crazy how overnight so many songs & memories have their sentimental values skyrocket.. He died from cardiac arrest, It's been 13 yrs since I seen him which is what hurts the most.. life is fragile..

Drunkalo said
Sorry for your loss, pal.

He was your age, thats pretty rare. What happened? How long ago did he pass?  

im pretty sure he was a year older but we were in the same grade..

i dont know.. he passed very recently.. i heard about it yesterday but got the confirmation today..

My condolences, homie. 

Old Mr Dangerous said
My condolences, homie.   

thanks ninj..

The Warlock said
I found out today that my childhood best friend died.. we were best friends since the 5th grade.. he gave me FF2, which is one of the main reasons I'm a juggalo today.. He convinced me to abandon my rocker style for a hip hop style which quickly led to me rapping & the fact that my life revolves around rap now.. Its been years since I was effected by such a personal death.. it's crazy how overnight so many songs & memories have their sentimental values skyrocket.. He died from cardiac arrest, It's been 13 yrs since I seen him which is what hurts the most.. life is fragile..  

I'm really sorry to hear that, man.

just make sure you get yourself a $50 pair of Jesus Walks Kanye sock's

the_privileged_smack said
my inlaws are Lebanese immigrants from Lebanon then New Jersey for years then they came here to Montreal and their daughter fell for me.
after all they went through their daughter fell for me..
needless to say they fucking hate me but they love their grandchildren   

Dude, youve been here for how long and just now mention a wife and kids?

So, you know Lebanese, English, and French?

Your government let you reproduce? 

Thats unfortunate man, my apologies. 

I dont do well with kids. I mean, i love kids. We have neices and nephews come over and we all have fun. Family get togethers i play with the kids more than the adults. But to have my own 100% of the time is a no go. I like my me time, we like our us time, we like to just pack a bag and run. A full time kid would be an inconvenience.

With an ex ive gone thru the steps of fertility clinics and obgyn doctors and all that stuff and everything 'worked'. I never a day in my life used any kind of protection and its never just happened. Guess its just not for me even accidentally.

The Warlock said
I found out today that my childhood best friend died.. we were best friends since the 5th grade.. he gave me FF2, which is one of the main reasons I'm a juggalo today.. He convinced me to abandon my rocker style for a hip hop style which quickly led to me rapping & the fact that my life revolves around rap now.. Its been years since I was effected by such a personal death.. it's crazy how overnight so many songs & memories have their sentimental values skyrocket.. He died from cardiac arrest, It's been 13 yrs since I seen him which is what hurts the most.. life is fragile..  

Fuck man, a homie dying always sucks, but when he had that much of an impact on you, it's like, idk if I'd be dramatic enough to say "a part of you died", but more like "a part of your life died". I mean, you owe that dude your identity, damn man.

You're right as fuck when you say life is fragile.

Sorry for your loss man.